Tuesday, April 28, 2009

Good Night

Moving. Renting. Buying Killarney. (Or really hoping that somehow...) Els. Mary. Surviving dying without going crazy. (Not me) Burnout caregiving. (Not now) "Getting nailed into your own coffin." Babies holding babies: Just 70 years apart. Thoughtful aunts and generous cousins. My marraige match. Pregnant Jill. Swimming head full of wants of sleep. The love of leggings. Couscous. EVERYWHERE. "Hello moon. Hello Moon. Hello Moon." (DJ) The grieving process...and why do I have to be mad?? "Thats okay honey. Then you'll feel guilty. It is part of grieving. And then you come around and it is okay." (From a wise experienced woman.) Cleaning the house for a no show. Making it to school without homework done. No appetite...(I thought I was nursing!) Infant nuzzles. Liking B's long hair even if it is corporately unconventional.

This is today.
Good night.

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